Confused

There are questions in my mind the answers I can’t find

What is good and what is bad? What is selfish what is kind?

Life is a battle but they say wars are cruel.

Everything happens for the good but then what’s destiny?

‘Nothing is in your hands’ when someone loses,

‘It’s your diligence’ when we win, it’s our choice…

Everything around is antagonistic,

Morning and night, summer and winter, river and deserts, right and wrong.

The world is a sphere of contradictions, sometimes I wonder???

Was God confused when he made us!

For every drop of kindness he created a sea of cruelty to cure.

For every beam of knowledge, he created a vacuum of ignorance.

For every bloom of love he created miles of muck of hatred.

For every tinkling sound of laughter he created echoes of cries of pain.

Sometimes I wonder,

Did he create water just to extinguish fire and thirst?

Did he create fire to drive away darkness and cold?

Was darkness made to let the tired mind rest?

Was tiredness given so that man did not  die of exhaustion?

But then why death? So that you can live.

So what the is Life?